~~Sudah tiba masanya~~

Salaam & greetings,

Dah selesai exam tadi, Alhamdulillah. So, dah bley tutup buku for this semester. And the time has come for me to do the online invitation. For those yang tak dapat kad, mintak ampun, hanya melakukan yang termampu. So, tika ini, dengan rasa rendah diri nak menjemput lrakan taulan ke majlis resepsi saya. Sila rujuk jemputan di bawah (klik gambar untuk besarkan)

Utusan Raja Sehari

Peta ke rumah pengantin perempuan/lelaki

Sekian, terima kasih.

~~Tragedi hari Ahad~~

Hari ini sudah hari Ahad. Esok saya akan menduduki peperiksaaan akhir Kertas 2 Elektif 2. Sepatutnya hari ini bertungkus-lumus membuat ulangkaji terakhir sebelum menduduki peperiksaan esok. Tapi secara tiba-tiba angin rajin telah datang dan hati membuak-buak untuk membuang segala ketulan ais yang terbentuk dalam kotak sejuk beku peti ais saya. Jadi buku rujukan ditutup dan kerja-kerja membersih dilakukan. Tidak semena-sema gas untuk sejuk beku itu tiba-tiba terpancut keluar dari saluran yang bocor. Panik dengan gas yang bocor, saya dengan pantasnya menarik peti ais ke depan untuk menutup suisnya. Sewaktu itulah, peti ais itu telah 'menggigit' jari kaki saya tanpa ragu-ragu. Darah yang keluar dengan banyaknya membuatkan saya panik dan menangis terisak-isak kerana tidak tahu apa yang perlu dilakukan. Hanya menadah darah yang mengalir dengan tapak tangan sambil menangis memanggil abang melalui Skype. Abang bangun dari tidur dengan terhoyong-hayang kerana terkejut dengan tangisan saya. Abang memaksa saya menghubungi kawan-kawan yang terdekat. Rasa serba-salah kerana tidak mahu menyusahkan mereka. Di dalam kotak fikiran hanya terbayang tangan doktor yang sedang menjahit jari kaki saya. Owh tidak, saya tidak sanggup, cukup lah sekali dulu kepala saya dijahit hingga 15 jahitan. Sakitnya Tuhan saja yang tahu. Saya akur dengan nasihat abang lalu menghubungi mummy, namun mummy langsung tidak memahami butir bicara saya. Mummy sepantas kilat datang dari pejabatnya. Mummy yang menguruskan luka itu, dari membersih hingga membalut. Saya hanya memandang terkebil-kebil sambil menahan sakit. Menurut mummy, lukanya tidak dalam tetapi besar. Jadi tidak perlu berjumpa dengan doktor, yeahoooo! Sakit yang berdenyut-denyut dan rasa kebas di kaki membuatkan saya hanya tidur sepanjang hari. Iskh, sepatutnya mengerahkan tenaga untuk belajar, selepas ini akan sambung ulangkaji yang tergendala, hingga ke minit-minit terakhir, hih! Mungkin saya hanya berupaya menyarung selipar untuk menduduki peperiksaan esok. Dan mungkin juga saya akan menjadi pengantin capik nanti, harapnya tidak. Aminnnn...

Sekian.

p/s: Kalau Cikgu Rabitah, Cikgu Rosmah & Cikgu Anuar baca entri ni, mesti diaorang tepuk dahi. Macam karangan budak darjah 1. Dah lama beno tak buat karangan skema macam ni. Tak mengapalah, saya hanya mahu menjadi skema pada hari ini, hihi!

~~How many days to go??~~

How many days to go??


2 days more to go for final paper Elective 2, dear Allah.. bless me with tranquility and calmness during the exam.

7 days more to go before I leave Melbourne for Malaysia, dear Allah, bless me with a safe trip.

20 days more to go before the 'big day', dear Allah, give me strength and and courage to face a new chapter of my life.


Thank You for the life that You gave me and for this pleasantly breath that You allow me to enjoy until this moment. My only hope, the days ahead will be better than the days before with full of blesses from You, InsyAllah. Amin.

~~Full of lifes~~

Lotsa things are happening around me lately, bunch of feelings - sad, scared, mad, happy, tears... come and go and being part of my everyday life, urs too of course (^-^). But whatever it is, just have faith in everything that we did/will do, He will assist us, InsyaAllah. Errkkk, exam ada lagi 1 paper, jangan di lopa itusss...

Good news!!! I'll be leaving for Malaysia soon, very2 soon... yeay yeay yeay.... but I packed nothing yet, heee.... will 'campak2' everything in the big luggage when the day comes.... pakcik pilottttttt..... tunggu saaayaaaaaaaaa........... I'm cominngggggg.. eheh, overacting plak kan!

Actually banyak benda nak story, but some of them better leave it in silence. Biarlah tersimpan kemas di lubuk hatiku, chewahhh! Tonite saja2 sign in nak merapu, nak tayang home made dinner yg konon2 nya kalau makan kat kedai mahal la, semuanya grilled saja. Nak sihat lagi, grill guna extra virgin olive oil occay... Naik jemu makan oat dengan ikan bilis, so try menu lain pulak... actually tingin lepas baca blog Kak Lin. Saja improvise sket, sebab I tak gemar sangat salmon & daging... diet ok right now!! Saja banyak kan sayur, setelah mendengar leteran/nasihat mummy Basha. Baek mummy, from now on I'll try to consume vegies and milk as much as I can. Akan ku cobaaa....... Baeklahhhh.... mari kita tengok cemana rupa makanan sihat niehh... enjoy!! (^-^)

Taraaaaa...... yummy dak??!!

Closed up sket bagi terliur, hehe!

Alhamdulillah ya Allah untuk rezeki ini.

~~Mana milik kita~~

Seringkali kita mengeluh tentang sesuatu perkara, tapi sebenarnya kita tak sedar Allah SWT sengaja jadikan sesuatu perkara itu dengan ada hikmah seiring dengannya. Seringkali kita mengeluh, tentang sesuatu perkara yang sudah tertulis bukan hak kita untuk mengiya atau menidakkan nya. Kan??? Kita hanya dipinjamkan sementara.... renungkan, Wallah hu'alam.....

Tidak ada milik kita
Semua yang ada
Allah yang punya
Tidak ada kita punya

Kita hanya mengusahakan saja
Apa yang kita dapat
Allah sudah sediakannya
Kita Allah punya

Bumi langit ciptaanNya
Miliklah apa saja
Tidak terlepas dari ciptaanNya
Mana kita punya

Tidak ada kepunyaan kita
Kita hanya mengusahakan
Apa yang telah ada
Mana milik kita

Tidak ada milik kita
Semua yang ada
Allah yang punya
Tidak ada kita punya

Kita hanya mengusahakan saja
Apa yang kita dapat
Allah sudah sediakannya
Mengapa kita sombong

Memilik Allah punya
Mengapa tidak malu
Kepada Allah yang empunya
Patut bersyukur kepada Allah

Yang memberi segalanya
Malulah kepada Allah
Kerana milik Ia punya
Janganlah berbangga

Apa yang ada pada kita
Kalau Allah tidak beri
Kita tidak punya apa-apa
Janganlah mengungkit

Mengungkit jasa kita
Jasa kita di sisiNya
Yang sebenarnya Allah punya
Marilah kita bersyukur
Bukan berbangga

Bersyukur kepada Allah
Bukan mengungkit jasa
Gunakanlah nikmat Allah itu
Untuk khidmat kepadanya

Selepas itu lupakan saja
Agar tidak mengungkit-ungkitnya
Mana milik kita
Tidak milik kita

Semua yang ada
Allah yang punya
Tidak ada kita punya
Kita hanya mengusahakan saja

Apa yang kita dapat
Allah sudah sediakannya...


Courtesy : Nada Murni/Rabbani

~~Tensi + sedey~~

Saya sangat tensi + stress + sakit hati/otak + sedey hari ni. Some people are just too numb hearted, ada ka word ni , hentam saja.... Sebab mmg tengah tensi yang teramat. Kerja nak cepat, tapi payment dari 3 bulan lepas tk bayar2 lagi, bley ka camtu? Dah banyak kali follow up pun still tak dapat. Rasa nak nangis, nak menjerit, nak terjun tingkap... owh, no.. no.. saya belum kawen lagi, amal ibadat pun tk cukup lagi, hih! Untuk membuatkan saya double tensi hari ni, groupmate pulak takdak update langsung pasai assessment, Hmmm... aduiii... tak membantu langsung... Sekian saja ngomelan untuk hari ni, da!

~~Saturday~~

Mostly sunny, maximum of 20 degree, wow... a really beautiful day indeed for outing and shopping (^-^). But I decided just to stay at home and revise my works, apart from doing the house work. I dont really eager to go out lately, as many other things to take care of before I go back to M'sia. Also so many things to think about since the event is just around the corner. And to bear in mind, final is just around the corner too... slightly around the corner *sigh*. Sometimes I suffocated by all the matters going around my head, not to mention the financial problem that I'm having now. Staying at home is the best solution to control the cash flow. Me and abang are trying hard to cut the cost, in any way/area that we can for now. Well, lets forget about it for now.

People, today is my beloved Abah's birthday, I bet I was the first person to wish him last night, hihi. The time different now is 3 hours. So it's just 9 pm back in M'sia when I called Abah for the birthday wish. Hih, no worries about the time, the thoughts that almost count aits!! (^-^) Happy Birthday Abah, I love you in every way, every now and then. May your life aheads been showered with His loves and blesses. May you have a good rezqi and a long life ahead too.... Amin...

*Sigh*... my skin is getting worse, as I apply the Aloe night cream during daytime, my bad. Heh, really, the Aloe day cream is out of stock, and I have to think twice before I make a step to the BodyShop store on Bourke Street... Scared of going out, knowing that I would buy other things apart from the things which I needed most, huhu. Off topic, I'm craving 'double special burger' , off the Jalan Ipoh.. sob...sob... especially when it came to Abah's treat, hehe. Cant wait to go home really.... BM's char kuew tiao and Jalan Ipoh's double special burger, here I comeeee... err... in 5 weeks time..... gulp!

~~Diari Malas Faizlinda~~

Salaam & hi all... lama btol tk ber 'blog' ehh... biasa la 2-3 menjak ni, angin malas + mood tak baek asyik menjelma, banyak benda yang jadi & akan terjadi dalam hidupku... Alhamdulillah, mak pun dah kuar dari spital, so kurang sket rasa risau and mood tak baek. Tadi on the way balik dari kelas sempat bersembang panjang dengan mak. Dengan digimon pun dah ok (^-^), biasa la kadang2 tu gadoh2 sayang, eheks... gatalsss pulak! Kak Lin pesan kena banyak sabar... huhu, baeklah! Akan ku coba sedaya upaya...

Well u ols, since lepas abes puasa, mmg la agak malas memasak, walopun umah ni sememangnya suma benda within reachable distance, bagi dapur tu rehat kejap, so kekdahnye balik2 megi je tiap2 hari, hihi... Nak save budget jugak actually. Hari2 megi mau tak jemu, muka pun ala2 iras megi jek, erkk.. camne ehh muka mee megi? Selalu kalau malas nak on hot plate tu, microwave la the other solution untuk masak.. hihi, malam ni saje test power. Letak la 2 keping daging burger bersalut butter dalam microwave. 2 menet.. ok lagik, 3 menet, still ok, masuk menet ke-4, bunyi meletop-letop, buat muka derkk je... pastu, dah bunyi meletop byk kali sangat, terus la off micowave, bukak2... mak aiii.... lihatlah hasilnya... aduiiii..... nak menitik air mata nie, mengecut sampai tinggai seciput, dah la kecik, hangit plak tu... sob, sob... dengan tabah hati pulun gak makan...

Tengok la skala daging burger tu dengan garpu, tak ke nak sama beso tu.. hish!

Tak puas hati, still nak buat eksperimen, kuarkan ayam pulak, marinade lebih kurang, masuk dalam microwave lagik, kali setiap semenet, bukak microwave, check dah masak ke belum, hihi, takut sejarah 10 menet lalu berulang kembali, ok la yang ni, sungguh sedap... tambah lagi kalau cicah sos lingam. Sihat pun ye jugak, saye guna olive oil extra virgin yer kawan2.... Sekian, itu la menu malas saye malam ni. Lain malam boleh try resepi lain pulak masak guna microwave (^-^). Hmmm, nun di sinun ada baju lagi sebaldi tak basuh, it's ok, esok datang kot angin rajin, Amin. Occay lah, da people, nitey!!

Microwave grilled chicken... sodappppp (^-^)

~~Saya suka hati~~

I love this conversation, happened during our group discussion at Jonathan's house.....


Blaaa... blaaa... blaaa....


Jon : Do you mind if I ask....
Me : Yeah.... about what??
Jon : How old are you?
Me : Heeee..... you guess... (with evil smile)
Jon : Errmmm..... 22 y/o??
Me : Hahahaaa.... yessss... absolutely right!!... (with my arms spreading out here & there)
Jon : (say nothing but blurry face)....


Moral of the story, it's worth my money spending on supplementary food/vitamins and follow all the 'awet muda' tips, muaahahaha... Abang, I'm 22 years old occay.... muehehehehe.. suka..... sukaaaaaa....


Eheh... sekian, tima kaseh....


Yang benar lagi benar,
-yang chumel-

~~Nothing for Raya :( ~~

I was a bit disappointed and sad when I got the news from abah early of this evening. I was sleeping coz I wasnt really felt well though. It's not the news that I expected, never ever crossed in my mind, after putting hopes that I will have something for raya :(. But, the pokcik doesnt dare to bring it for me, except for 'baju kurung' from Mak and shawls from abang. Hmm... and the weather seems want to share the same feeling with me. Rain is pouring all day long since this afternoon, even until now. Yeah I know, I'm a spoil brat. Well, looks like I have to find other alternative, ie ; buy cookies and biscuits at Coles or Safeway, or buy a dozen Krispy Cream donut for Raya, i think it should be ok. Dear Lin, dont cry occay... it's once a year event, so cheer up!!

~~Dari jauh ku pohon maaf~~

Salaam & greetings,

Well people, Aidilfitri is just around the corner, and everybody seems ready to go back to their hometown, except me :~(. Whatever it is, I want to take this opportunity to wish all Muslimin and Muslimat.... Happy Eid 1430 Hijr, may our ibadah been blessed by Him, may our Aidilfitri will be showered with His love and rahmat, InsyaAllah.... Amin.




Cant say much, tears are starting to overflow, the song really portrays how I feel right now and I hate this feelings... iskh! Pardon me for all my mistakes... and hope our life ahead will be much better than today with His blesses.

~~It is a small world after all..~~

Another story for today, I met somebody during this event. While I was wandering around the colored rice project, suddenly my eyes linger on somebody. I've seen her before, but didnt know for sure whether my guess is right or wrong. I put myself together and walked towards her... hih, jeng.. jeng....jeng...

Me : Assalamua'laikum... I think I know you, Kak Naemah kan?? (sambil tersengih kerang busuk)
KN : W'salam... a'aa... sape yer?? Macam pernah tengok..
Me : Dulu.... Syed Putra kan..??
KN : A'aa, yer yer... batch?
Me : Batch Tazli... hihi.....

then, bla...bla...bla..pok..pek..pok...pek....

There'd you go, I met my senior by a year back in Syed Putra, what a small world really. She just came here 2 weeks ago, continuing her study in Phd - Computer Science.... See, I told you, we'll meet new people when we're willing to get involved in public oriented project (^-^). I took her contact number already, will keep in touch with her after this...

My dingy face and Sis Naemah (^-^), she closed her eyes accidentally, huhu.

~~A path to paradise~~

-A path to paradise- This is actually a theme of Arfa's project. Who is Arfa? A friend of mine who is studying Master or Art (Art is Public Space) at RMIT. This is a continuous project for 3 semesters if I'm not mistaken (Arfa, pardon me if I'm wrong). After weeks of planning, today she has to work out the project. Taken place at Bowen Street, RMIT City Campus, there'd she go. As a friend, I went there to give her moral support and to help her to materialize the project. Unfortunately, I was a bit late, and to my suprised, lots of people were there during the project was running. It's a 2 way communication project, where Arfa encouraged people/student to take part in this project. I kinda love this kind of project coz it gathered people together- from students, lecturers, RMIT staffs, priest and even the tresspassers... what a wonderful day where various people can gather around. And I also managed to get to know new friends from this event (^-^). What was the project all about?? This one I quote from Arfa's project flyer - A journey of discovery : a journey that leads from the hustle and bustle of campus life to peace and tranquility. Objective : To create a vibrant symbolic artwork through the use of brightly colored rice. So, that's about it... congrates Arfa, you did it!! Lets enjoy the pics (^-^)... daaa!

They who were taking part. Well done!

Each of the flower represents an ancestry religion in this world, couldnt really recall what they were, hih! (really i dont want to give a wrong info). But they are beautiful, arent they?

The whole project

The artist (^-^)

~~Ramadhan, Quran & Islam~~

While flipping over my Quran Tafseer just now, I came across these few sentences.. suddenly I remember I used to recite these few holy sentences years ago, during Al-Quran Recital Contest, hih.. long time ago, when I was in standard 4 if I'm not mistaken. And during that time, there was my mom's friend who recited so well. I adored her a lot and since then I practiced to recite, just to be like her (^-^). Owh, that's not the point of this entry, just want to share with all of you, the meaning part of the few sentences from holy Al-Quran, Al Baqarah , Juz 2. Hope this little info will give us new meaning and prespective of Ramadhan ,holy Al-Quran and Islam.

Terjemahan :

183. Wahai orang yang beriman! Diwajibkan kamu berpuasa sebagaimana diwajibkan ke tas orang yang terdahulu daripada kamu, supaya kamu bertaqwa.

184. (Puasa yang diwajibkan itu ialah) beberapa hari yang tertentu, maka sesiapa antara kamu yang sakit, atau sedang bermusafir, (bolehlah dia berbuka), kemudian wajiblah dia berpuasa beberapa (hari yang dia berbuka) itu pada hari-hari yang lain, dan wajib atas orang yang tidak terdaya berpuasa (kerana tua dan sebagainya) membayar fidyah iaitu memberi makan orang miskin. Maka sesiapa dengan sukarela memberikan (bayaran fidyah) lebih daripada yang ditentukan itu, maka itu adalah suatu kebaikan baginya dan (walaupun demikian) berpuasa itu lebih baik bagi kamu (daripada memberi fidyah), jika kamu mengetahui.

185. (Masa yang diwajibkan kamu berpuasa itu ialah) bulan Ramadhan yang padanya diturunkan Al-Quran, menjadi petunjuk bagi sekalian manusia, dan menjadi keterangan-keterangan yang menjelaskan petunjuk itu dan membezakan anatara yang benar dengan yang salah. Oleh itu. sesiapa daripada kamu yang menyaksikan anak bulan Ramadhan (atau mengetahuinya), maka hendaklah dia berpuasa. Sesiapa yang sakit atau dalam musafir (lalu dia berbuka maka wajib baginya berpuasa) sebanyak hari yan ditinggalkan itu pada hari-hari yang lain (diluar bulan Ramadhan). Allah menghendaki kamu beroleh kemudahan (dengan ketetapan yang demikian) dan Dia tidak menghendaki kamu menanggung kesukaran; dan juga supaya kamu mencukupkan bilangan puasa (sebulan Ramadhan), serta kamu membesarkan Allah kerana mendapat petunjukNya dan supaya kamu bersyukur. (Al-Baqarah : 183-185)

Pardon me, i'm not so good in translating the meaning of the surah in English and my tafseer is in Malay. From the sentences above, the concept is simple, you pay for what you take, but unfortunately, there are among us who still take this ibadah for granted, come with many absurd excuses. And Islam itself is a considerate religion, it wont put it's followers into something which they themselves can't handle it. How beautiful is Islam, isnt it? Hmm, I cant talk much, coz me myself is not perfect, still searching for His 'nur' and hidayah. Hopefully we are all been blessed.. InsyaAllah.

~~Half way of Ramadhan~~

Believe it or not we are at a half way of Ramadhan now. Alhamdulillah, I still manage to perform this ibadah with a good health and tawaduk. Talking about Ramadhan, apart from the ibadah and tarawikh, it's a month where people been blessed with foods, I mean a variety + lotsaaa of foods here and there, especially in my home country (owh, how I wish I were there right now, miss going to Pasar Ramadhan, I miss going tarawikh with my dad at a mosque, I miss 'more', I miss preparing foods with my mom for iftar, I miss everything about Ramadhan back home, sob..sob...). And sometimes, I feel like buying the whole Pasar Ramadhan if I go there, hih, yeah I know..... it's just a 'bad strong desire'. It is like a norm, people crave more in this month, hihi, including me. Unfortunately, living in a country where less than 15% of the community are practicing Islam, I dont have many choices of foods, or in other words, it's just a waste of time for me to crave this and that, knowing that I wont get it here, unless u prepare the dish by urself, hehe.

Well people, I'm staying alone now, in a shoe box, hihi, I mean in a small studio unit, somewhere in inner suburb of Melbourne. Like it or not, there's nobody else to cook. I really2 crave 'kuih pau' since last 2 weeks, huhu... and it took me for quite a while to prepare it. I think I made it, eventhough the taste is only.... so - so.... (^-^), and luckily I didnt burn down the house, hih. So, today....I had quite simple menu for iftar - Blue Pau, meehoon tomyam and dessert (actually I'm very2 lazy to cook, huhu, hence I only prepared these unfiddly menus). Alhamdullilah, He is still bless me with a good 'rezqi', it's more than enough for me, I'm alone afterall, so no need for a round table of foods (^-^). It's just a bit sad that I got nobody to accompany me for iftar.. really... I feel sad and lonely. Ok, Ok... no more tears for today..... lets have a look.. what I had for iftar tonight.... enjoy!

'Blue Pau', I intentionally added few drops of food coloring into the doh to create a temptation for me to eat, hihi

'White Meehoon Tomyam', took only 20 minutes to prepare, I chucked everything in the sauce, heh..

Simple but yummy dessert, fresh strawberries + yogurt + raisin....

~~Lambat...~~

B kalau masak memang lambat, masak maggi pun setengah jam baru siap, tu belum makan lagi tu, iskh....

~~Ropa-ropanya.....~~

Link to the previous entry , this was what happened last night, huhu... baca seniri lah, malas nak story..


Fire guts Lygon Street Landmark

An intense fire destroyed an iconic Lygon Street restaurant less than an hour after staff locked up last night.

Fire crews were called to Il Gambero, co-owned by Melbourne food identity and former Richmond footballer Frank Dimattina, about 11.50pm to find the entire building well alight.

Did you see the blaze? Email details, photos and video to scoop@theage.com.au.

The first crew on the scene called in additional resources to help subdue the blaze, which started on the ground floor but soon spread to the first floor and into the roof.

"The building has suffered extensive damage," said the Metropolitan Fire Brigade's John Taylor.

"What the fire didn't get, the smoke ruined.

"It took about 20 minutes for our crews to bring it under control. After it was brought under control we checked the buildings on both sides for fire spread but they appeared to be clear of damage."

Huhu, dats why abang bomba datang berduyun-duyun semalam, even sampai this morning pun, bomba still checking part of the building, mana tau kang merebak ke tempat lain pulak.... sob sob... Kalau nak tau, Lygon Street mmg terkenal dengan restaurant2 yang best, especially for Italian food, and also ada various ice-cream shop yang sangat sedap, pilih je yang mana satu. The blaze tak jauh pun dari umah, depan tu je haaa, dalam 100 meter gitu... Hopefully sume orang selamat la...

(Courtesy of The Age, August 20 2009)

~~1x, 2x... 3x... dia bunyi lagiiiiik!!~~

*Sigh* Dah kol doblas lebih, patut nya diri dah melayang ntah ke mana dah bawah selimut, dengan pening kepala lagi, memang confirm tdo nyenyak la kan. Elok je nak pejam mata, siren bomba bunyik, hadoiiii, sape pulak yang buat BBQ tengah2 malam nihh. Sunyi sepi.... then.... dia bunyi lagikkk, iskh.... ok takpa, bagi chance la kan abang bomba nak berkhidmat tengah2 malam buta. Elok je tarik selimut balik... Dah golek kiri kanan nak terlelap... buat kali ke-3... bunyi lagi... huhu.... mmg confirm hangin satu badan. Dah la tiap2 malam pun, ada jek benda mengganggu tdo ku yang tak berapa nak nyenyak nih... Kejap2 dengar orang mabuk bergaduh, dengar orang gila main hon keta kol 3-4 pagi, dengar lori amik sampah + cuci jalan, takpun dengar orang restart motor berkali-kali, motor taknak idup, alaa.... macam dalam cerita Seniman Bujang Lapok tu... hihi. Selalu buat dunno jek, but tonite, masuk kali yg ke-3, terus bangun, bukak window blind, nak nyibuk tau jugak apa yang tak kena, huhu... Orang2 kat kedai bawah ni suma dah berbaris tepi jalan, yer lah, tengah2 malam bersiren sana sini, bingit telinga. Dok tak dok, dia lalu lagiiii..... keta polis pulak. Lepas tu, saja la dok tepi tingkap, takde keja cari keja, kira bapa bijik lori bomba yang lalu lepas tu, huhu... satu.. dua... tiga.... empat... lima.... wah, banyaknya lori bomba, apakah yang telah terjadi?? Esok konpem masuk berita early morning, tengah hari, petang, malam & tengah malam. Orang siar berita kat sini mmg camtu, obses terhadap satu2 bahan berita, dia pulun ulang 5-6 kali sehari selama 2-3 hari, tension! Nak tau cita selanjutnya, kita tunggu esok okeh!! Mari tdo sekaranggggg..... da!

~~Mengimbau kenangan lama - PEAH~~

Dah seminggu lebih tak update, malas je kekdahnye... tup tap tup tap, dah dekat sebulan balik sini. And yet, there is something I havent settled down still, hmm.... I found 1 adv while browsing on the internet just now, somebody is selling a sugar glider, tiba2 tingat pulak kat Peah (nama sebenar). Rindu plak rasa kat Peah, tingat cara dia mati, tragis... sedih pulak rasa bila ingat balik...

Kenal Peah ni tak lama pun, kenal gitu2 jek, tapi dia la peneman kat umah kalau adik-adikku takmau layan akak diaorang yg sorang ni, hihi.... Selalu klu Yuih balik dari campus, Peah mesti ikut balik, tak bley tidak. Seperti biasa, kedatangan orang baru dalam family kitaorang, disambut mesra, especially Peah. Memula kenal, mak ai.. garang + kerek sungguh minah sekor nih, nak sentuh pun takut, huhu. Tapi lama2, rasa sayang pulak, sampai sanggup la g kedai jauh nun di Gombak semata-mata nak beli makanan kegemaran Peah ni. Benda yang sepatutnya aku sungguh geli untuk pegang, sampai suruh org kedai tu ikat tali panjang2 la sbb geli.

Tengah2 malam mesti bangun tgk Peah, dia dah tdo ke belum, dah makan ke belum, huhu. Kadang tgk dia tdo, usap2 sket badan dia, smpi la dia dah boleh get along dengan kitaorang. Pegi mana2 pun especially balik kampung, Peah pun diangkut berhimpit sekali dalam keta, haha.. tapi hidup dia tak lama. Dah ditentukan dia pergi dulu. Ni semua gara2 adik-adikku tinggalkan Peah dalam keta 2 hari. Bley plak tak ingat ada hidupan lain tertinggal dalam keta, ampes. Akibatnya Peah mati keras tak cukup oksigen + panas + kebuluran dalam keta, sob... sob.... So, Peah kini hanya tinggal kenangan, nak beli lain mau abes 4-5 ratus.... bye bye Peah

Taaraaaa... ni la dia Peah, makanan kegemaran : epal, pisang, ulat kodek2...eyyy...

Peah sedang nyenyak tdo dalam tempurung kelapa nye.. hihi

Peah dalam mini sangkar, sangkar besar pun ada jugak, tempat dia melompat sana sini.. (^-^)

~~A visit~~

Serba ringkasnye, ni time pegi lawat Maya & hubby, the newly wed couple, since I missed their wedding reception, huhu. Owh, and to celebrate Maya's birthday jugak. Actually tadi dah bercerita dengan panjang lebar, mau 4-5 perenggan gak, tup2 hilang pulak, tension akak! We had a lunch at their home, I enjoyed the dishes really, thanx eh Maya, susah2 masak nak jamu aku & Jon makan. Owh, Anis pun tolong masak gak, mama pulak g keja, hehe. Ntah bila la boleh jumpa lagi. Hopefully hujung taon bley balik lagi sekali la ekk... Aminnnn.... Miss u....

p/s: Durian tu pun sedap gak, sorry la kami makan tak ingat orang belakang, hehe.

Minum teh pulak lepas lunch... hehe

Posing depan pintu

Tengok, Maya dengan jayanya dah menguruskan badan, aku pulak vice versa, huhu.

Dua2 cuba posing chomel

One big happy family, hehehe....

~~3 tahun~~

Hari ni, genap 3 tahun i jadi tunangan orang, 3 tahun... lama kan, and banyak jugak la pengalaman pahit manis yang kami tempuhi. Orang selalu cakap time bertunang ni banyak dugaan, memang betul pun, tambah2 long distance pulak, lagi la berkilo-kilo dugaan menjelma. Air mata pun dah berliter-liter kuar. Tapi, Alhamdulillah... Dia masih panjangkan ikatan kami, moga berkekalan hingga akhir hayat, Amin. Balik kampung jek, soalan cepumas " Bila lagi nak langsung?" InsyaAllah akan di war-warkan bila tarikh nya hampir sampai nanti.. InsyaAllah, moga dipermudahkan segala wacana. Terima kasih kepada semua yang menyokong dari belakang, especially mak & abah, family, kawan2... and Abang, thanx for being there for the last 3 years, thanx for waiting for me for the past 3 years.... thanx for everything.... to everyone..


p/s : Post2 yang lain akan diupdatekan di lain hari... (^-^)

~~Diam~~

Mengambil keputusan untuk berdiam diri seketika.

~~Masak-masak hari Selasa~~

Dah lama benar tak masuk dapur, kalau masuk pun masak megi jek, takpun amik yoghurt dalam fridge, hehe. Kerja yang bertimbun + aktiviti cari umah baru membantutkan hobi memasak buat seketika. So, kelmarin dah submit portfolio.. Alhamdulillah, semalam abeskan saki baki kerja untuk online portfolio pulak, tdo pun dah kol 3 am, huhu. Natijahnye, arini bangun lambat yer kawan2, Siti datang pagi tadi pun sedo tak sedo jek. Sepatutnya today dah start masuk ofis balik, setelah berminggu-minggu ngelat tak pegi (uppss, tapi I work from home occay, tanggungjawab tetap tanggungjawab). Bos tak sabar2 nak suh g opis siapkan kerja sambil berdiskusi... sowwie arini I buat MC seniri. Nak berehat- rehat kosongkan minda dari segala kerja yang sampai bila pun takkan abes. Walopun umah tunggang-langgang sebab nak pindah, tapi tetap buat hati kering macam umah bersih, kehkeh.

Since Siti pun is leaving for Malaysia esok, arini masak la special sket. Godek2 benda apa lagi ada dalam freezer, umm... daging and sotong!! So, berbunyi la periuk belanga, blender suma arini. Masak simple jek, daging black pepper & sambal tumis sotong. Ntah la apa rasanya .Tukang masak rasa dah sedap dah.. hihi, tapi a bit spicy sebab guna cili kering yg kontot tu.. pedas woooo. Kak Dilah jek bley tahan rasa pedas cenggituh! Meh kita tengok cemana ropanya menu untuk hari ni....

Taraaaa... ni lah dia ropanyaaa

Close up daging black pepper

Close up sambal tumis sotong

Sambil masak tadi dok berangan nak masuk rancangan Master Chef la kan, hehe. Owh rancangan tu ke udara di stesen TV di sini yer... tatau la kot kat M'sia pun ada jugak. Kat M'sia pun sepatutnya ada reality show macam ni jugak. Ni tak, asyik2 rancangan realiti nyanyi, ni ada rancangan realiti berlakon pulak, busan ok! Suma gila glemer kekdahnye, nyanyi 1-2 lagu , berlakon 1-2 drama, pastu tenggelam tatau g mana. Suma stesen TV pun nak buat rancangan seniri, adoihh... ntah la labu, suka hatilah! Ok la, dah melalut topik lain pulak... selamat menjamu mata, daaa.....

~~Abah... abah... I miss U~~

Anak manja abah ni selalu merengek dibelikan jeans suatu ketika dulu,
Abah iyakan aja walaupun di tegah oleh mak 'tak boleh pakai seluar, pakai skirt je',
Dalam diam abah bawak ke supermarket membeli jeans,
Yeay, riang gembira di dalam hati ketika itu...

Anak manja abah ni selalu nak makan laksa ketika sakit dulu,
And abahkan iyakan aja walaupun di larang oleh mak 'tak boleh makan, ada asam keping',
Secara diam2 abah bawak ke gerai laksa Taman Ciku,
Owh rindunya suasana ketika itu...

Anak manja abah ni selalu rindu nak balik umah,
And setiap kali tu jugak abah iyakan aja,
Walaupun baru menjejak kaki sempat seminggu di bumi asing nih,
Berbunga hati tatkala tiket flight sudah berada di genggaman...

Anak manja abah ni selalu kempunan nak makan macam2,
And abah bagaikan mengerti kehendak anaknya yang seorang ni,
Lalu dibelikan ayam masak kicap atau ketam di pasar untuk dibuat masak lemak,
Yummy, yummy... kenyang Alhamdulillah...

Anak manja abah ni selalu liat nak bangun pergi berjogging di empangan,
Walhal diri seniri jugak yang mahu kurus.. huhu,
And abah tak jemu2 kejutkan sampai bangun,
Lepas berjogging ke pasar Penanti bersarapan sama2,
Owh rindunya saat itu , terasa mahu pulang ke kampung...

Tak terkira banyaknya kenangan bersama abah,
Tak terkira banyaknya jasa & pengorbanan abah,
Tak terbalas rasanya oleh anak manja abah yang seorang ni,
Terima kasih atas segalanya... I miss U, I love U,
Selamat Hari Bapa... Abah....

~~My Best Friend Wedding~~

It's already 9 am, 6th of June 2009, I'm sure Maya is anxiously waiting for her solemnization. Congrats dear, really wished I were there to (9_0). Called her yesterday and this morning, sounded happy and busy, with her undone wedding dress, tthey were all obstacles, He just wanted to test us. I'm sure everything is going to be fine after this. Back to the wedding, I'm happy coz my best friend is getting married, but deep inside my heart, there are uncounted neglection linger here and there. Really really wanted to be there, silly me coz I didnt take any effort to be there on her big day. Oh dear, cant go anymore, my tear is starting to overflow, both happy and sad tears. Yes, I'm a bit emo when it comes to a matter which involve people whom I love and important in my life. My pray, hope your lifes ahead be showered with His blesses, be granted with happy family, kids as cute as me (^-^) and everlasting relationship, Amin.

~~Tetamu Dia~~

Pagi ni mak, adik2 & part of the family berangkat untuk kerjakan umrah & ziarah... Iskh, apsal la aku tk coti, kalau tak bley ngendeng sekali, tapi takpe.. redha je. Maybe belum sampai seru lagi, tak layak lagi jadi 'tetamu' kat sana. First and the last time I went 'there' was 13 years ago, with my family & arwah tokwan, huh.. dah lama sangat dah tu! Tapi masih terbayang -bayang suasana kat sana, teringat lagi waktu adik bongsu yang ketika tu berumur 10 taon hilang di Masjdil Haram yang penuh dengan manusia but at the end dia balik hotel seniri ikut suara yang ntah datang dari mana, kuasa Allah SWT kan!

Memang rindu & tingin nak pegi lagi. Sedey la jugak kan... tapi ada tanggungjawab lain kat sini, wakilkan adik2 untuk doakan aku sekali, moga hari2 mendatang... aku jadi lebih baik dari sekarang, moga aku jadi lebih tabah untuk tempuh hidup kat sini, kalau tak asyik2 nangis, ceit, dah beso pun nangis lagi, heh! Doaku, moga mak, adik2 & family yang lain selamat pergi and selamat pulang. Moga amalan sepanjang disana diberkati and diterima olehNya.... Aminnnn....

~~Happy Birthday B~~

Happy Birthday B,

Moga panjang umur, murah rezeki, cepat2 kawen ait! (^-^)

Love u!

~~ (^-^) ~~

The list is almost completed.... yeay! Come on Lin, 3 weeks more to go!! Chaiyokkkk...

~~ :P ~~

Unwell, hopeless... feels like going home....

~~Saya kecewa...~~

Saya kecewa, kerana hari ini sekali lagi kedengaran keluhan mak di hujung talian, hmm... yang pasti bukan sekali dua. Dia hanya menyatakan rasa kecewa + sedih nya. Saya hanya memilih untuk berdiam diri tatkala ayat yang sama terpacul keluar, ya faham... Hati tua mudah terasa... dan dia hanya meluahkan rasa tidak puas hati yang terbuku sekian lama...

Seingat saya, sepanjang berhijrah ke KL, tak pernah sekali pun datang menjenguk, bukan meminta untuk datang setiap minggu, once in a while, sekali dalam setengah tahun?? Atau.. setahun sekali?? (excluded Raya) .Nope, never.... dari membujang sampai dah berkeluarga.... Hmmm, mungkinkah terlalu sibuk?

Bukan untuk mengungkit... tapi saya kecewa, kehadiran ahli keluarga baru bagaikan tak disedari... Bukan meminta untuk diraikan, sekadar bertandang bertanya khabar. Jauh, taklah! Masakan jauh, saya boleh saja hidupkan enjin kereta dan memandu ke sana... Kadangkala saya mengharap ahli keluarga yang lain mengambil tahu sakit pening mak abah semasa ketiadaan saya... Bukan setiap minggu, ONCE IN A WHILE!!!!! Panggilan telefon saja sudah memadai sekiranya terlalu sibuk, pasti mak tidak merasa kecewa seperti sekarang. Saya sangka saya sudah merapatkan silaturrahim, tapi nampaknya keadaan tetap sama. Hmm, lebih baik buat taktau dari mengharap, yer tak?? Tutup buku, dont put any hope on others for something which u yourself dont ever bother to do!! As simple as that!!...

Da people!

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~~Unforgettable 10/4 - 18/4~~ Part IV

On day 4, we went to Mt Dandenong, together with Hamza & Add, nothing much to do in a car along the way. Lots of road blocks made me dizzy and sleepy all the way. So did abang. We were just let Hamza and Add led the trip, hihi. As we arrived there, it was already noon and everybody seemed so hungry. Supposedly we ate at Miss Marple's Tea Room, but then the que is so long that we had to wait, Add then decided to have our lunch that we brought first, hihi....After did few photo shoot,we went to hunt for a place to picnic... jeng jeng jeng....

In front of Miss Marple's Tea Room... hihi.... The block is really cute isnt it?

Having lunch somewhere on Mt Dandenong, underneath all the big trees, I love it! We passed by a place called Olinda... hihi, perasan sekejap ada daerah seniri. I love the place very much, peaceful indeed.


Lepas, berposing sana sini... jadi kanak2 ribena....melompat bagai, macam nak pecah perut coz baru lepas makan... huhu, but i did enjoy the day (^-^)

Another merapu photo shoots... miss this moment... miss u too Abang...

We had our early tea time at Miss Marple's Tea Room, the place is very cosy and traditional.. hihi, the food is nice and yummy, especially the signature dish - scon. But I didnt really enjoy it since my tummy still full of bihun goreng which we ate before for lunch.... We headed back right after we finished the tea time as everyone seemed so tired... wish I can go there again as I didnt manage to browse around all the little shops in the area, huhu... hopefully next time, InsyaAllah...

End of day 4.

~~Lin sayang Mak~~

Pos yang ke -100 ini amat bermakna buatku... tak ada puitis indah yang dapat dititipkan, hanya secebis ucapan ikhlas jauh dari sudut hati...

'Selamat Hari Ibu' Mak,
Walaupun dikumpul semua bintang-bintang diangkasa,
Masih tak dapat menandingi sinar kasih sayangmu,
Moga Mak berbahagia selalu dunia dan akhirat, InsyaAllah...

~~Kesal~~

Lately banyak betul kes ragut kat M'sia yang libatkan kematian.. Hmmm, apa nak jadi la dengan anak-anak muda la ni, kalau tak merempit, meragut (meragut rumput lagi bagus, tak kaco orang), pukul orang sana sini sampai mati. Hmmm, menyusahkan suma orang. Kesal, sedih, marah... suma jenis perasaan yang negatif la timbul bila baca berita2 cenggini. Paling sedih lagi bila libatkan ibu2 mengandung, warga emas.. Ya Allah, apa yang diaorang pk dalam otak aaa? Nak cari kesenangan + keseronokan dengan jalan mudah, and yang paling sedih lagi, anak Melayu la yang paling ramai terlibat. Mak bapak tak amik peduli langsung ke aaaa? Masih teringat lagi, 7-8 tahun yang lalu, fenomena ni tak seteruk sekarang, masih tingat lagi time berjalan sorang2 nak g stesen LRT kat the Mall tu. Sorang2 lalu tepi sungai tiap2 hari, Alhamdulillah takda benda yg tak elok jadi. Kadang2 pegi CM tengok2 barang, jalan2 kat area Petaling Street... still boleh rasa selamat. But now, dengan kebanjiran rakyat asing yang selambe tunjuk samseng + tak reti bahasa and anak2 muda yang xda kesedaran sivik neh, nak kuar pun pk 2-3 kali. Naik keta ke, moto ke, sama je bahaya nye.

Satu peristiwa terjadi tak lama dulu di Malaysia, me, mak and abah pegi Kampung Baru, we had lunch there if Im not mistaken. Tau tau la kan Kampung Baru tu camana, sesak 24-7. So lepas abes makan, nak balik, keta bersimpang siur, ada 1 keta ni dari arah bertentangan, dah la amik lane kitaorang, taknak undur plak tu. Sudahnya, jadi jammed tengah jalan. Suprisingly yang bawak keta tu ialah gadis muda dengan kawan2 nya. Ya Allah, sungguh la kurang ajar ok, and dia buat muka macam jalan tu bapak dia yang punya + dia sorang je bayar road tax, menyirap darah tengok. Kurang ajar dengan my parent, aku sumpah dia sakit perut sebulan (tu pun kira baek la tu). Hmmm... tu salah satu cerita dari banyak2 cerita yg libatkan etika & kesedaran sivik la. Yang lagi kesal, orang-orang atasan sibuk berbalah sapa btul sapa salah. Sibuk nak tunjuk siapa yang lebih berkuasa. Tak paham betul aku, tak reda-reda lagi since PRU-12, udah2 la tu. Try tengok keadaan masyarakat bawahan ni pulak, try come out with solutions to cure all the bad things which potentially make the nation fall. 1 je doa aku.. jangan la Malaysia jadi macam negara2 bertelagah yang lain, sampai ada Menteri/ketua kerajaan di bunuh, scary ok, now I'll think twice whether I wanna settle down here or not if this matter still going on and turning into worse, huhu.... renung2 kan lah.

~~Unforgettable 10/4 - 18/4~~ Part III

Sunday is a day which me and Abang have been waiting for, it's Camberwell Market timeeee!!! Hihiihihihi.... best wooo, sapa datang Melbourne tak g market neh memang rugi, kuakuakua.... we went there early in the morning, not so early la, around 930-10 am. Let see what we got over there...



I did write sumthing about this market not so long time ago, so tak rajin nak cerita lagi sekali. The intention is.... shopping, shopping and shopping, Abang ended up buying 4 jackets...huhu. I could see his satisfied face on the way back, hehe. Unfortunately, we forgot to bring our camera this morning, huhu. So had to go back and get the camera, before we went to the next destination. (#^-^#)



As we arrived home, dropped all the things from Camberwell, solah and went out again. Stopped by at Esteler to get our lunch, I already decided to have our lunch at the park near the Shrine. 2nd picnic of the week, hihiii....I had kuew tiao goreng and mamee monster had nasik uduk, hihi.... a friend of mine once said, makan nasik ni dah tak payah amik wuduk... kekeke, cikgu mana yang ajo pun tatau... huhu (^-^). After finished our lunch, we headed to the shrine, took some pics here and there... posing here and there... and I acted as if I am a tourist as well, heh! Sekali sekala kan, haruslah jadi pelancong supaya tidak buhsan... ;)



Posing2 around Shrine of Remembrance & Royal Botanic Garden and abang buat keja takde gaji kejar kuda, kehkeh....



Hari dah petang, we walked all the way from Sydney Myer Arena (eh btul ke, errr... tak ingat) in the park to Elizabeth Street. Abang looked so tired but still manage to pose in front of NGV & Art Centre, huhu... perasan jadi model kunun, nyampesss!



Before we took a tram, still snapping photos here and there, around Flinders Street Station and and Flinders Street.... penatnye arini..all I want to do is nak balik titon..

End of day 3.