Jan 10, 2019

~~Manusia makhluk Allah yang pelik~~

Yes, including myself, mmg terkadang ada perangai pelik, tp berusaha tak menyusahkan dan menyakiti hati org dengan perangai pelik tu. But there are some people yg perangai pelik yang menyakitkan hati org. Expect orang faham semua benda. Layan manusia lain mcm dia sorang ja betul kt dunia, play innocent, buat orang lain macam tunggul kayu/dinding, but the next meeting dgn org yg sama, buat2 mcm xda benda yg berlaku. And this thing keep on repeating again & again. This kind of person is a hypocrite person, or would I  say munafik? Yeah a bit harsh I guess, but that's the fact. Sampai diri sendiri confused, dia ni nak apa sebenaqnya dari aku, *sigh*. Dah tak larat nak bersangka baik & husnuzon, penat!!!

Expect orang kena layan dia baik2 tp dia sendiri not doing the same towards other people. Hey, wake up la!! Respect is to be earned, you'll not get it easy peasy just like that. And dont make assumption, u're older  then you should have all the priorities / respect in the world, so pathetic. Use your brain, jangan la pentingkan perasaan sendiri ja, learn to appreciate other people. *sigh* kat sini ja boleh luah, selain menangis meratap pada Allah swt, dah lama sangat simpan dalam hati. Boleh memaafkan, but I will never forget what you've done to me all these past years, NEVER. And I dont care anymore what will you say about me after this, lantak lah nak jadi apa pun. And I am happy to keep a distance from you, as a precaution sebelum betul2 jadi gila... Moga Allah swt kurniakan ketenangan yg berpanjangan buat hambaNya yg hina ni :( , and moga Allah ampunkan dosaku sbb post benda ni, but that's how I feel as an ordinary person, just to feel relieve a bit. Aamiin InsyaAllah



********************************************************* When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

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