Jul 12, 2012

Jula juli... bley?

Dah lama tk menulis kat sini, I mean yang betul2 menulis for a certain topik. Hmmm, bz yang macam2, itu semua alasan jek.

Tapi, mmg betul bz pun, bz dengan kerja, sampai berat turun 4 kilo... uppssss. Alhamdulillah, last week and this week dah slow down sket, bley balik awal dari office & entertain Imtiyaaz :). But for temporary jek, once dah confirm build up area, akan bermulalah cerita bermalam di opis kembali. Bos cakap bila projek dah start, dengan buaian Imtiyaaz sekali kena angkut g opis, heh. I hanya senyum kerang busuk bila dengar ayat tu time meeting last week. Luckily Imtiyaaz tak tidur dalam buaian.

Alhamdulillah, hujung bulan ni dah masuk 3 bulan kerja, rezeki Imtiyaaz. Boleh la cover2 bil kat umah, beli barang2 sendiri + barang2 Imtiyaaz tanpa ragu2, tak la rasa bersalah sangat, heheh. Boleh bagi mak abah sket, beli2 barang umah itu ini, Alhamdulillah, tak mewah tapi boleh hidup dengan selesa. Tapi  kena buat budget jugak, shopping punya shopping kang simpanan hari tua xdak pulak, yer tak?

Tengah serabut actually... budget macam tk mencukupi, salah sendiri sebenarnya, tak alert, sambil lewa. Tapi sedih jugak, baru start nak kumpul duit, masalah  benda lain pulak timbul (#o_o). Hmmm, maybe Allah nak bagi peringatan, sbb sebelum ni leka. Walopun dh ada gaji seniri, tp dgn budget bulanan yg ada, I still tk boleh beli brg yg I nak. Kadang2 sedih jugak, kadang2 I merungut and tension  kat hubby. Yer lah, tak nampak duit tu belanja untuk diri seniri. Keja penat2, portion diri seniri dpt sket je, sama mcm I tak keja dulu, portion tu lebih kurang jek, duit simpanan tetap sket, nak amik insurans jauh sekali. Sebab tu Allah turunkan peringatan kot, hmmm... ntah la, susah nak cakap. 

Ummm, setiap kesulitan ada jalan penyelesaian, InsyaAllah... Allah akan membantu kalau kita sentiasa berusaha & berdoa kepadaNya, Amin... Ok lah, to be continue dengan topik lain pulak pasni... daaaaa, muaahsss

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Jun 5, 2012

~~Happy Birthday my dear hubby~~

Better late than never. That's all I can say... Happy Birthday abang, hope your life ahead will be showered with His blesses, InsyaAllah. I'm so sorry, there's no proper celebration for you this year, coz I have to be 'there' day in and day out, and dragging you along to the office on your birthday. 

I'm so sorry, coz there's no even a proper birthday card from me & Imtiyaaz to show how much we appreciate and love you. I'm so sorry, coz there's no suprise present for you even I've tried hard to make it happened, not until this becoming 7th of June... just wait patiently ehhh.. (^-^)...

It's just this song, I want to dedicate to you.... from me & Imtiyaaz, we both love you till the end of breath..


                                            "A Thousand Years"

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more



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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

Apr 29, 2012

...

Menyakitkan hati!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

Apr 23, 2012

Semuanya...

Rutin bertukar.

Dah lama rasanya tak update pasal kehidupan sendiri & Imtiyaaz. Well, 2-3 ni minggu bz sket. Tugas & rutin harian dah totally bertukar. Dulu, bangun Subuh, then tdo balik dgn Imtiyaaz, hubby nak g kerja baru bangun balik, hih. Sekarang, bangun Subuh... kadang2 tdo balik , tp selalunya tak, iron baju, kemas2 umah sket, mandi2, tunggu Imityaaz bangun & mandikan, siap comey2, kiss & byebye Imityaaz, keluar dengan hubby, then petang/malam baru balik umah. I'm getting used to it now. Supermak la kononnya, ehhh.

Rezeki Imtiyaaz, Alhamdulillah ai dah dapat ' kerja'. Kerja pegi tolong2 buat tender, seriously I know nothing about tender report, but it's ok, belajar. Ilmu Allah tu luas, belajar sket2 nanti dapat la kan, InsyaAllah... from zero to something. And Alhamdulillah, dah siap dah all the tender docs, tinggal nak compile everything and hantar. Moga2 ada rezeki dapat tender ni, Amin.

Kerja lepas ni?? InsyaAllah ada rezeki dapat la kerja tu nanti. I'm still waiting for the offer letter, at the moment still tolong2 apa yang patut. Staff2 kt situ pun semuanya friendly and helpful :).

Imtiyaaz.

Dah lama jugak tk update pasal anak bujang ai yg sorang ni. Alhamdulillah dah nak masuk 10 bulan. But still gigi belum ada, tanda2 nak bertatih pun belum ada. Tapi bab memanjat tangga dah terer, pasni kena pasang pagar tangga naik atas pulak.

Hobi Imtiyaaz, suka tengok gambar seniri. Suka senyum bila tengok cermin. Dah pandai respon kt org sekeliling, walopun dia tak kenal. Kira peramah macam abah dia jugak la.

Imtiyaaz dah makan solid food, I mean macam biskut baby tu. Dia dh boleh makan seniri, just kena alert la takut dia tersedak or dahaga. Kalau dapat biskut kat tangan, memang tak kisah orang lain dah, hehe, comel ja anak mama ni. Bubur nasi pun dh kena buat banyak2, Imtiyaaz makan banyak sekarang. Selera baru ada kot. The other day dia demam fews day, berat dah susut sket, dukung pun dh rasa ringan, huhu.

Since ai dah 'bekerja', ai buat la stok susu untuk Imtiyaaz, pam then simpan dalam freezer. Tapi Imtiyaaz tak suka. So me and hubby cari susu formula yg sesuai. At the moment dah 4 jenis susu dah try, 2 direject olek Imtiyaaz, 2 lagi bley la dia minum sket2 ja. Botol pun rasanya dah 3 kali tukar. Baru2 ni try puting latex pulak, maktok cakap Imtiyaaz ok dengan puting tu. Bley la minum susu banyak sket pasni.

Recently ada beli toys baru kt Imityaaz, bola + playpen ala2 swimming pool kecik tu. Jenuh jugak nak pam, sib baik ada pam angin yg letrik tu. Tapi Imtiyaaz tak gemar sangat dok dalam tu sbb dia sorang2 jek, kalau ada org sebelah dia then ok. Hopefully lama2 nnt dia ok dok dalam tu, bley la mama & abah buat keja lain sambil2 tgk dia.

Bercuti.

Penat2 bekerja (ceit, baru kerja 3 minggu ++). Rasa macam nak pegi bercuti, rehatkan minda, tapi $$$ tak mengizinkan. The other day ada buat short trip ke Cameron Highland. Ex-colleague hubby yg arrange semuanya. Ok la, dah lama teringin nak g Cameron, finally dapat pi :). Imtiyaaz pun first time g jalan2 overnight dgn mama & abah saja, enjoy la jugak. Tp yg tak bestnya penat atas jalan. Jauh... lama dok dlm keta, pi 2 hari ja, tolak masa atas keta, jadi sehari je la kat atas nun, huhu.

Imtiyaaz di Cameron Highland :)
Hari lahir.
Kejutan yg tak berapa terkejut from hubby, thanx dear, muaahhss.. :)
Ai suka bulan April. Bulan ini adalah bulan kelahiran ai. Tak ada sambutan gegak gempita, bersyukur masih dipanjangkan umur & diberi kekuatan untuk bershopping beramal & berbakti. Tapi seperti biasa ada kejutan dari encik suami, jamuan kecil kecilan di rumah beserta sebijik kek. Ai yg pulun lebih, eh mesti la, hari lahir seniri kan. Hari lahir pertama sebagai mama, cukup lah tgk anak membesar  di depan mata & tersenyum  riang :). Terima kasih jugak atas ucapan2 & doa anda semua.


OK, cukup la smpi kt sini dulu. Akan update lg di lain hari, da people, muuaahhsss.

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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.
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