~~TQ hubby *kisses*~~

Craving for caramel frappe, I can wait till tomorrow, but hubby insisted to go out and bought it for me tonight, I mean it's already close to 11 pm... sobsss... tearssss.... tq so much hubby :), love u, muaahhssss

p/s : I'm 40 wks and 1 days of pregnancy, yet the baby gives no sign of coming out (#-_-)
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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

~~Sabar~~

Ingat duduk umah bley rest and dpt peace of mind, lagi serabut otak ada la dgn budak2 ni :(, sabarlah hati...

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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

~~Pasti...~~

Aku diam tak bermakna aku salah. Alhamdulillah, tu jer yang mampu aku lafazkan dalam hati sambil tersenyum. Aku takkan rendahkan diri aku semata-mata nak bertelagah & bertikam lidah dengan orang macam kau. Kalau tak dapat balasan di dunia, aku percaya Allah akan balas setiap perbuatan dan perkataan kau di akhirat nanti. Balasan Allah itu pasti.......

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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

~~Sedih~~

Tiba-tiba rasa sedih, rasa nak nanges puas2 sampai hati rasa lega & tenang. O Allah, hanya padaMu aku berserah....... 


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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

~~Today~~

Today  badan dah rasa ok, even rasa sengal sakit belakang still ada. But I'm getting better I guess compare to few days back. Terkelepek atas katil macam lempeng.

Owh, manage to masak2 today, bubur lambuk & 2 big trays of pizza, hih!!! Alhamdulillah.... Still have a lot work to be finished, lipat bajuuuu.... sobbssss... and kemas bilik... sobssssssss.... okie, ta!

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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

~~Life is as it should be~~

It's been a while...... How's life? As usual.... hectic, tiring...  plus the pressure is even more now. But somehow,  I should be thankful for all the life have brought me through :).

Good news, Imtiyaaz is gonna be a big brother soon, end of this year, Insya Allah. Bad news. I've gone through a quite bad morning sickness + nausea. And I'm getting used to it now, it slowly faded away as I reached 2nd trimester of my pregnancy. Cant really wait to hold a small little baby again (^-^)

Work... hurmmm work, the 'pressure is even more now' is referred to work actually. Thought of finding other job, cause sometimes I just couldn't stand it anymore, I just couldn't bear the workload, the responsibilities and the fact that I have to handle A-Z all by myself. Maybe I need to take a month leave and rest at home without thinking about work, owh how I wish I could do that.

Hmmm, ok , keyboard off for now. Got something else to do. Ta!!

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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

~~Nangis sendiri~~

Benar apa yang selalu orang cakap, salah yang sedikit itu selalunya lebih di ingati dari kebaikan yang banyak,

Atau, memang tidak ada hatta sekelumit kebaikan kah yang aku buat selama ini?

Negatif menguasai positif,

Aku bukan robot, yang langsung tak ada hati dan perasaan,

Aku bukan gadget pintar, yang boleh di padam segala data buruk yang ada di dalamnya,

Aku hanya manusia, manusia biasa yang banyak kekurangan,

Yang tak mampu buat semua perkara,

Yang hanya tumpang bernafas di bumi Allah SWT ini, hanya untuk seketika,

Terpaksa telan walaupun pahit.......

Terpaksa memendam rasa walaupun sebu di dada.........

Menangis sendiri, mengeluh sendiri, Ya Allah, tabahkan hatiku........

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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.

~~There are tears in my heart~~

Ya Allah, tenangkan & tabahkan hatiku. Dan masukkan aku dalam golongan hamba-hambaMu yang redha dan sabar, In sya Allah, Amin.


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When you lose your way, to Allah you should turn.